Notes to Former Lovers

Even if I was "straight"

I still wouldn't fucking date YOU.

Asswad.

The thought of you

Laying next to me

Turns my stomach.

Your kiss was

Wet

And thick, fat,

Your tongue, bulbous

Your saliva , sticky.

I nearly vomited

In your mouth. 

I know I'm a

Better lover

Than you had

Expected I'd be,

But please,

Stop calling me.

So aesthetically

Appealing

Paper thin beauty

That passes, even now,

Away.

I liked your bedroom style,

But if you want more

I need to see your

Tongue go wild. 

Your eyes were

Lovely and

Mannequin. 

Empty. 

(like your soul).

I would lavish you

With love, if I

Could only

Remember

How. 

Your were a shell of

What should have,

Could have, and

Never would be.

Why can't you accept

The beauty of our sex?

The delightfulness of our love?

I miss your breasts.