Again, again, again;

I want what I

Absolutely without a doubt

Do not under any circumstances

Want.

Scheming and desiring

Longing, pining

For the very thing

The very one

Who steals my libido

Who leaves me uninspired

Who drains the life force from my bones,

Dishing out large helpings

Of the very worst of me

Pushing away

Drawing close

I'm becoming mad, again,

It's left versus right

Day versus night

I start realizing

Again

That I am alone

I've always been

I'll always be,

Loneliness, please embrace me.