Thursday, September 30, 2010

Sealed the lid on tight
With us inside
Crank up the heat
It's just a matter of time
Irritated particles
We race faster and faster
Colliding much harder
Tiny explosions
Frustration ripens to rage
Screaming, kicking,
Fighting as we go,
Oh no, Oh no,
It's about to blow!

In what do we trust?
He crossed the street
Just before my bumper
Does he trust my brakes?
My sanity, the mechanic?
New York State inspections?
Or maybe laws
And the fear of punishment
Attached as consequences?
 The human instinct
To not take another life?
The hard working American's
Who assembled my car?
The harder working, underpaid
Souls manufacturing the parts abroad?
Their compulsory fear of
Making a mistake and losing their job?
Or some magical divine force field,
Protection from above?

You take your first hit
You get high
You like it
You don't really need it again
But it felt good
And maybe right now you feel bad
So you hit it again
Get what you're looking for
That buzz that’s drones out
The voices in your head
The people who love you
See you changing, transforming
Your friends,
(you know, the ones who you get high with…
But really that's all you have in common…)
They say it's fine and pass you the joint
You hit it because you know it's easy
Easier than life, easier than emotions
And so you become the other type of drone
You are flat, starving for affect,
Dying to feel something in your apathy
But nothing breaks through
So you get high, again.
You see the way out
But it seems so impossible to reach
Just say no
Just find something else
The natural high
High on life
Easy philosophy
Tough consistency
How do you break
This addiction 
This spell
That has you trapped
How do you breathe
When this smoke
Fills your lungs
Grind your teeth
Try to sleep
Ignore the anxiety
Overlook the scarcity
When you take it away
I've got nothing left
Making it damn hard
To just say no

You feel like
A million miles away
On a far away planet
Where I can't see
Out of my arms
Absent from my heart
The cold universe
Between us as we sleep
And I can't touch
Your skin
And I can't feel
Your soul
Eternity frozen
In the balance of
Time and space 

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